Hold Me Down.

You Me At Six is a pretty amazing band. The first album was totally fun to listen to, some pretty feel good music there. The second album "Hold Me Down" has got to be one of my top albums though, it's got some nice serious songs that are just, easy to listen to? Just throwing that all out there.

I've always enjoyed a slow song

I always wanted to write something or say something that meant something to a whole group of people. Artists have pictures that people know, Songwriters have lyrics that people know, Authors have stories that people can relate with and lose themselves in. What's the point in living my whole life if I'm not going to be great. Greatness just seems like the absolute least that I want to achieve, but I don't know how to go about things like that... If some reasonable group in the world cared about one thing I'd done in life, I would be so happy.

Well, I guess that's really all I have right now. :)

Fireworks - You Me At Six

It's like yesterday all over.

I havn't really written anything for a long time, I guess when you do nothing all day every day for such a long time there's not really much you can say. But there's still a whole lot that you can think, and I think a lot. So here's a thought or two, and a little bit of what's going on.

I guess I'm just a little depressed, It's hard to leave the house for anything, It's hard to even want to do something fun. Even going out to a movie with friends would be too much, not that I really have many friends anymore. I stopped socialising, stopped going to school, and stopped living my life. I guess all my friends sort of grew up while I stayed the same, and now everyone just so much different.

I'm only 16, but I have no idea where I want my life to go, I have no direction and in general, no clue at all about life. I think about what my parents lives would have been like when they were my age, was it easier... was it harder? I just want to know if I can get from where I am now, to a normal life later on. This thought kind of kills me a little. The harder it seems for that all to happen, for life to work out for me, the more I think about doing things like ending my life, or well, I'm not sure.

I'm struggling, taking things day by day.. Hoping for the best and holding on to the nearly nothingness that I have is all I can bring myself to do right now.

The Only Song - Sherwood

Direction.

Hey, It's me!

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna thro------ wait, that's not my writing, unfortunately for you. Well anyway, I did nothing today, well, I made plans for sunday but that isn't exactly getting me anywhere for today. There was some intense xboxing, and I watched 10 Things I Hate About You but thats all.

So I've been feeling pretty great lately, probably due to the fact that I'm totally awesome and lost like 5kg on holidays, which I think is a fair effort for two weeks. My hair cut I'm also really happy with right now, considering keeping it this length permanantly. I really wish I had something to write about now, but there's been no drama at all, just happiness.

Music! So this is all I have to talk about. Lately I've been really into a few bands, which are...

Boys Like Girls
Mayday Parade
The Maine
The Starting Line
A Day To Remember

So yeah, they're all really awesome.That isn't in order of who I like the most or anything like that, they're all amazing and you guys out there should check them out and get into them if you aren't already.

Goodbye for now, take care world.

All I Want - Emery, check it out!!!

Going For a Drive...

Ok, so hey.

So this morning I got picked up from my mates house, and went staright home.

Today was actual pretty sweet, I hung out with my cousin pretty much all day. We were going to go to this place in the country, but we kind of got lost and just ended up driving for a few hours listening to music. The music was pretty awesome though, we listened to some Alice In Chains, KoRn, Slayer, and a pretty cool 'Greatest Hits' CD...

It was hell good just to kind of fuck off for a day to the hills, relaxing and stuff. But yeah, it definately made me think that Adelaide is a much better place than it seems. But yeah, it was a pretty great day, good to just chill before I go off for my holidays for two weeks tomrrow morning. I'm hell psyched for this holiday, I packed and shaved and all of that just now.

I'll be blogging from my phone while I'm away, the bad thing is that I won't be able to listen to music while I'm gone. :( So I'll just post some songs I like from memory down the bottom of the posts.

Take care everyone.

Eleven - Taking Back Sunday

Jacob (L)

Hey. :)

Actual had a pretty good day, which is totally fucking awesome. I went and saw Eclipse, it was like a really really great movie, I've been looking forward to seeing it for ages. Jacob was so hot.. I think I have a man crush, but it's totally not gay because everyone knows he's amazing. So yeah, exciting and what not.

Being into someone that's with someone, totally a situation that I understand, which is why I like the character Jacob so much. Totally a feeling that kills you. Actually, I found some lyrics I like the other day so here they are. The song is, Heart Heart Heartbreak - Boys Like Girls


We're heading for a heart, heart, heartbreak
And I don't ever, ever wanna hear you say
Don't say you love me, don't even
Don't say you love me your leaving

Headed for a heart, heart, heartbreak
I'm gonna, gonna, turn around and walk away
Don't say you love me, don't even
Don't say you love me your leaving.


Which is a little bit of an angry-sad feeling when people are leaving your life, you can feel kind of betrayed and cheated. But ah, the last song in the album (Go - Boys Like Girls) kind of goes on to say...


Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life falling on

Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

 
Which is a song that really comes to the acceptance that people have lives and sometimes you're only a little part of their bigger picture, even if you want to be the big part of it. But I don't think I'll fully understand how to accept something before it's gone, you've gotta fight until you lose.

But whatever, that's all a little bit heavy, and I can't see it making many people smile. So ah, my hair looked pretty awesome today, not that anyone besides me would care... umm I also got a hug from someone claiming to be in a hugging competition trying to get as many hugs as they could, that was pretty cool I guess.

Goodbye :)

A song I kinda have started to like lately is The Poison - The All-American Rejects, it's from the album Almost Alice, which is worth checking out.