Hold Me Down.

You Me At Six is a pretty amazing band. The first album was totally fun to listen to, some pretty feel good music there. The second album "Hold Me Down" has got to be one of my top albums though, it's got some nice serious songs that are just, easy to listen to? Just throwing that all out there.

I've always enjoyed a slow song

I always wanted to write something or say something that meant something to a whole group of people. Artists have pictures that people know, Songwriters have lyrics that people know, Authors have stories that people can relate with and lose themselves in. What's the point in living my whole life if I'm not going to be great. Greatness just seems like the absolute least that I want to achieve, but I don't know how to go about things like that... If some reasonable group in the world cared about one thing I'd done in life, I would be so happy.

Well, I guess that's really all I have right now. :)

Fireworks - You Me At Six

It's like yesterday all over.

I havn't really written anything for a long time, I guess when you do nothing all day every day for such a long time there's not really much you can say. But there's still a whole lot that you can think, and I think a lot. So here's a thought or two, and a little bit of what's going on.

I guess I'm just a little depressed, It's hard to leave the house for anything, It's hard to even want to do something fun. Even going out to a movie with friends would be too much, not that I really have many friends anymore. I stopped socialising, stopped going to school, and stopped living my life. I guess all my friends sort of grew up while I stayed the same, and now everyone just so much different.

I'm only 16, but I have no idea where I want my life to go, I have no direction and in general, no clue at all about life. I think about what my parents lives would have been like when they were my age, was it easier... was it harder? I just want to know if I can get from where I am now, to a normal life later on. This thought kind of kills me a little. The harder it seems for that all to happen, for life to work out for me, the more I think about doing things like ending my life, or well, I'm not sure.

I'm struggling, taking things day by day.. Hoping for the best and holding on to the nearly nothingness that I have is all I can bring myself to do right now.

The Only Song - Sherwood

pfffft

*feels like shit and dies*

Always Attract - You Me At Six

Rawr!!!!

Yay, I'm bored again, :( I'm not actually that excited.. A little sexually excited, but generally excited? No.

Actual soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed! Have to find a place to move out to... I have like a maximum of $103 a week at the moment, sure there are some places that only ask for $100 a week, but $3 for a week of food? I don't think so! I've been out applying for jobs, trying to find some ways for a little bit of quick cash, it's not really happening fast. I only have around $700 saved up, and $500 of that I havn't got because a certain bitch mother of mine won't pay it back to me. Stressful!

Learning to live life is hard, I wish it wasn't this hard. *Random douchebag* "That's what she said!"... Jerk.

Take Off Your Colours - You Me At Six.

I Forgot :(

Dear diary... I mean, Hey!

Remember that time I totally forgot I had a blog? 'Cause I do!!! I've been hitting the gym, going to the cinema, and listening to amazing music... Ah, life. Laughing, crying, sighing, smiling... all of that, it's all happening for me!

Totally love me!

Between You And I - Every Avenue

badadadabadadada

Lewis is bottling everything up inside :)

Flight Of Icarus - Iron Maiden

So Tired!

*Falls Asleep*

Right Girl - The Maine

Ahhh, Life.

Well hi. My name is Lewis and I have just been on holidays again.

For the last five days I went over to Melbourne to visit my dad and his family, I say his family because they're not mine too. So anyway, he lives with his partner and her three children. They're pretty cool and what not but it always does feel a little fucking awkward that he has this other family that I'm not a part of.

Ah, I got to go on a plane, that's always fun right? Whoosh!

Ok, so anyway, this weekend I'm gonna be housesitting with a friend at his sisters place while she goes away so that should be cool, Love you! Bye.

Oh man! Instead of a song, I think you should all go watch That Thing You Do, it was a great film!

Family.!

Rawr! Hello beautiful people. I'm with my family as of half way through today.

This morning I went to the airport to go to Melbourne so I can spend some time with the awesome side of my family. I have my dad, a step brother, two step sisters and a step mum here, they are the absolute shit.

So anyway, I'm here for 5 days to just chill and relax with the family, hopefully we can think of some cool shit to do.

Nightnight children! Lovelovelove. xo

Whispers - All That Remains.

WowHi

Heya, so I'm bloggin on my phone 'cause U'm too lazy to boot up the laptop, so I'm gonna keep it short and sweet.

The first thing that comes to mind is banana milkshakes, they're amazing and I have one everyday for brekkie. No sugar or anything though, 'cause that would be bad for me and that could make me sad.

Rawr! I've been feeling great lately, on top of the world and all that jazz. Got a few My Chemical Romance albums to keep me happy with my music, it's great to listen to old stuff I havn't heard for a while. :)

I really have to sleep now so that I don't stay up too late and sleep in all of tomorrow. Got another little 5 day holiday coming up soon which should be fun and interesting.

Helena - My Chemical Romance, great stuff, great music vid to go with the song too, check it out!

Night Drive.!

Rawr! Hey.

Tonight I was going to see a movie, but no, no good movies that I hadn't already seen. My friend and I, befuddled at having nothing to do, thought it a good idea to visit our other friend at his work. Fast food joints, nice little places, it wasn't a busy night so my mate was particularly chatty while he worked which was cool since I don't get to see school friends much anymore.

I would love to have something useful to say to you all, but I'm not that insightful guy with lessons to teach and what not. Sorry! I can help you with other things though... like... Rawr! Scared you.

Who knows where the nice 16 year old girls can be found? The smart, intelligent and funny girls. Nowhere, thats where. Well, I'm sure they're all somewhere but in Adelaide, no. :) Nahh, I have to say I don't actually believe there aren't any here, I'm sure they're somewhere, the search is on!

NightNightNight, KissKiss.

Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings) - AFI

Three, Two, One, Powerdown.

HeyHey,

I totally went and saw Inception today! It was shit. No, just kidding, kind of. It was pretty interesting but I had other things on my mind, like rolling up my sleeves and playing with my shoes. I could not pay attention in that movie for the life of me. Okay, seriously I think that everyone should go see it, I'm not going to say it was the most amazing movie ever but it was thought provoking and interesting.

I'm really feeling that need for a good ol' cuddle right now. :) Any takers? Anyway, I was thinking tonight that I should really be thinking about what I'm going to do with myself, in terms of school and all of that stuff. I wish I wasn't having so much fun doing nothing, because I really don't want all this to stop, if my life was to be this way forever, I would be happy. That's really unrealistic though, unfortunately.

I am still painting flowers for you. (L)

Night night.

Monument - A Day To Remember.

D to the i c k, I mean Willie....

Daniel-fucking-Willie, best man on earth.

Ok, so if you ever need anything done, anything at all, he's your man. I've seen him do amazing things, from eating twice his body weight in food, to stopping a train with his bear (yes, bear, not bare.) hands. I know you will all have a little trouble accepting this but, he even punched out Chuck Norris. He is so perfect it's even rumoured that he is Jesus himself, he also wrote The Holy Bible, and various other religious texts. Despite being such a huge deal, he's very modest about it all.

Alright, enough of that, I don't really have much to say to everyone but I do hope you're all happy. :) Smiling is always fun, and it makes others happy, so do it more often.

Rawr, nightnight.

Check out some Tokio Hotel songs, it really isn't a band that everyone could get into, but some people should surely like it.

In Color.

Hey all, it's me here :)

Well today was pretty cool, I was sore all over my arms. :( But whatever, thats not too much of a problem. I just relaxed and watched a few movies, nothing even worth a mention though. I played Halo 3 with a couple mates towards the end of the night which passed a little time, fair raped that. My friend has been totally ignoring me lately too, I havn't heard from her in around two weeks, but I guess thats all her issue.

I was thinking, which I do a whole lot of, I was thinking about black and white. Do you know how boring black and white is? I swear, it drives me insane, not being able to see colors and shades. So then I went on to think about how awful it might be to be blind. Well, that's actually kind of where I started thinking even more. If you were blind from birth, would you even hate that you can't see color? What would the words red, blue, green, yellow even mean to you? Confusion I guess?

Well that all made me feel pretty happy I guess, the only problem I have with my eyes is that I'm short sighted. Well, my point is that some things that just pass through your mind that you don't think about, like color, even black and white, are really amazing things.

Goodbye I guess, Love you all.

Not Now - Blink 182.

Well... Hey, I Don't Know A Good Title.

Hey, today was pretty cool guys. Ok, first off I watched a couple movies, The Last Song and The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Both pretty cool, The Last Song was suprisingly good, a little sad at times though, enough to draw out a tear or two. More importantly, today I joined a gym with a friend, which I think is probably the best move I've personally made in a while.

There really hasn't been much going on in my life that is really major enough to need a mention. I've been happy just doing whatever there is to do, appointments, music, friends. It's all been pretty good but not nearly productive, which if I leave it too long is really going to become a problem.

So this gym thing, I've been thinking about how it will be really good for me, but not only for physical fitness reasons but also it will give me a bit of routine. Having that thing you do on certain days that just fills in that little bit of time so you don't find yourself doing nothing on those uneventful days.

Finding that balance between things you have to do as routine and keeping free time for friends, family, school, work and all of those things is starting to seem really important to me. Nobody wants to have too much time on their hands, that can get extremely boring but on the other hand. Nobody wants to have to keep blowing off their friends and family because they have too many places to be.

For everyone who doesn't have this type of thing, which most adults would I imagine. So just for the kids I guess, think about finding that thing you do, may it be sports, youth groups, or even work.

Bye for now everyone.

A Hole In The World - Thursday, it sounds really nice. :)

Christmas In July!

Alrighty. So here's a good one.

Today I went to a lunch with my friend, it was some 'christmas in July' event going on. So I thought it couldn't hurt to go, it's a free lunch, I'll meet some people, kill some time. Everyone there was amazing, nice, funny, great to be around. It just hit me really hard when I was thinking, I don't have that much fun with my friends, my friends don't feel as close to me as a bunch of people I hardly know.

Direction is one of the most important things in life, knowing where you are and where you're going. Where are you going, maybe more importantly, who are you going with? Do you love these people, are they the people you want to make memories with?

You have to know who you want to be with, having the right people in your life will make a massive difference, an unbelievable difference maybe. You have to know that you're friends are strong people, smart people, respectable people. A great friend is someone who knows what they value, if you have friends that don't then who's to say one day when they make their mind up that you'll be one of the things they value?

Right now, I don't know where my life is going, I'm 16 years old and have time. For now, I want to find the people that I'd like to bring with me wherever I go, people that can help me get there, encourage me to get there. Have you surrounded yourself with these people?

Take care, take time to think.

Black And White - The Maine, that's an album not a song... I can't stress enough how amazing it is.

Purrrr-fect.

Rawr, everyone knows what they think is the 'perfect' girl. Or guy??? Well anyway, I'm pretty sure I know exactly what I'd love, She is...

Smart, almost geekish, but not quite. She should be able to tell me she loves me with a simple look. I want someone I can talk to, and the other way around too. She has to be able to talk to me and she needs to be comfortable in knowing that anything she tells me stays with me, I'd never tell a secret that isn't mine. Funny, a great sense of humour is a really big thing, I think this is one thing that everyone appreciates, someone with a similar sense of humour, being able to make me laugh, smile and have fun is really important. She tells me if there's a problem, everyone knows that one girl who instead of being straight forward with you is just bitchy, to act as some sort of hint? That is one of the worst things I can think of, tell me what the problem is, that way we can work through it.

Brunette, I personally love long brown hair, slightly curly but not too much, wavy? Fringes are nice, they have to be parted though. Side parts, cool... middle parts, not so cool. Eyes are a really big deal, blue... I love really light blue eyes, they amaze me. Totally not to be racist or anything but I really only find white people attractive. Kind of short, not too short though... short is cute. She's sexy not slutty, which there is a pretty small difference between, but a difference that matters. Smiling with teeth is always pretty awesome, and it's the kind of thing that makes me happy to see. I love a smile that can just light up the room.

Loves music, similar taste to mine would be amazing. Also having some of her own favourites that I don't like too much, being the same would be like dating myself and that can only be so exciting. She can enjoy silence, just being with her is enough to make her happy, not to sound like I think I'm all that and more but I'd love just being with eachother, sitting with eachother, being enough to make us both happy for a while. Awesome hugs, you know? Holding eachother really really tight, not for like 2 seconds, but for minutes at a time.

She's everything I could ask for, probably everything I won't end up with... but I can hope a little right? She's the girl I love, and always will, wherever she is and whoever she is. I think she's amazing, perfect, beautiful inside and out. I'd do anything for her, I am in love with her.

That's all I guess, goodnight and I hope there are some people out there who have their special someone.

You Can Breathe - Jack's Mannequin.

Direction.

Hey, It's me!

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna thro------ wait, that's not my writing, unfortunately for you. Well anyway, I did nothing today, well, I made plans for sunday but that isn't exactly getting me anywhere for today. There was some intense xboxing, and I watched 10 Things I Hate About You but thats all.

So I've been feeling pretty great lately, probably due to the fact that I'm totally awesome and lost like 5kg on holidays, which I think is a fair effort for two weeks. My hair cut I'm also really happy with right now, considering keeping it this length permanantly. I really wish I had something to write about now, but there's been no drama at all, just happiness.

Music! So this is all I have to talk about. Lately I've been really into a few bands, which are...

Boys Like Girls
Mayday Parade
The Maine
The Starting Line
A Day To Remember

So yeah, they're all really awesome.That isn't in order of who I like the most or anything like that, they're all amazing and you guys out there should check them out and get into them if you aren't already.

Goodbye for now, take care world.

All I Want - Emery, check it out!!!

The Mall.

Hello everyone.

Today I was pretty fucked, I hadn't had any sleep at all and had to set off for a semi-busy day. Terrible already, but so much fun. Some parts of the day I was falling asleep, some I was wide awake. First off I went to some soccer pitches to kick a ball around with my brother and some of his friends... Fun? A little. Secondly I had an appointment to go to... Uneventful. Thirdly I went to some music stores looking for some CDs but of course nobody had what I was looking for.

So this morning was like really really good, I had a shower and for some reason felt really really awesome, like perfection. Not to be up myself or anything but, I was pretty much Jesus. Maybe it was just me being overtired, but something is telling me I was amazing this morning.

So I don't really feel like writing much today cause I'm dying to get to bed so byebye take care.

Inside Of You - The Maine, everyone should look it up, it's their single for the new album.

Totally Here.

Heya, so...

I'm totally not gonna skip writing these blogs for a while... damn holidays screwed up my blog writing, but they're over now... which is a little upsetting. OK! I'm very happy, holidays were just the thing I needed, the world is really a beautiful place and I didn't really get that by staying home all the time. But now I understand, and I don't have to go out to look at it again any time soon ;)

♫ Ho ho hopefully this holiday will make us believe that we're exactly where we're supposed to be. ♫

Life is great right now, but I probably change my opinion on life on an hourly basis... I think I want to do something along the lines of music for my future. I keep thinking about where my life is going and I can't be happy unless I see it going there. Well anyway rawr.

Strange voice: Who wants a girlfriend?
               Me: Oh, me... pick me!!
If only it was that easy? Well I'm sure for some people it is, but for me... not quite. That all seemed very pointless to say, but it sure means a whole lot to me :) Everyone needs somebody to love.

Byebye? For now anyway... Until tomorrow.

Taking Apart A Gigantic Machine - The Main Drag, is amazing.