Jacob (L)

Hey. :)

Actual had a pretty good day, which is totally fucking awesome. I went and saw Eclipse, it was like a really really great movie, I've been looking forward to seeing it for ages. Jacob was so hot.. I think I have a man crush, but it's totally not gay because everyone knows he's amazing. So yeah, exciting and what not.

Being into someone that's with someone, totally a situation that I understand, which is why I like the character Jacob so much. Totally a feeling that kills you. Actually, I found some lyrics I like the other day so here they are. The song is, Heart Heart Heartbreak - Boys Like Girls


We're heading for a heart, heart, heartbreak
And I don't ever, ever wanna hear you say
Don't say you love me, don't even
Don't say you love me your leaving

Headed for a heart, heart, heartbreak
I'm gonna, gonna, turn around and walk away
Don't say you love me, don't even
Don't say you love me your leaving.


Which is a little bit of an angry-sad feeling when people are leaving your life, you can feel kind of betrayed and cheated. But ah, the last song in the album (Go - Boys Like Girls) kind of goes on to say...


Get up and go,
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life falling on

Don’t look back just go,
Take a breath and move along
You could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

 
Which is a song that really comes to the acceptance that people have lives and sometimes you're only a little part of their bigger picture, even if you want to be the big part of it. But I don't think I'll fully understand how to accept something before it's gone, you've gotta fight until you lose.

But whatever, that's all a little bit heavy, and I can't see it making many people smile. So ah, my hair looked pretty awesome today, not that anyone besides me would care... umm I also got a hug from someone claiming to be in a hugging competition trying to get as many hugs as they could, that was pretty cool I guess.

Goodbye :)

A song I kinda have started to like lately is The Poison - The All-American Rejects, it's from the album Almost Alice, which is worth checking out.