Boring Day...

So a little more about me I guess.

I live with my mother and brother, I'm not particularly close to them though. I'm 6ft tall and weigh 90kg, so I'm definately not particularly happy with the way I look, but I guess I'm don't dislike it enough to want to change it. I blame them for just about everything I'm unhappy about, and I honestly think half of it is their fault but whatever. I take things out on people closest to me which has left me with a pretty small amount of really close friends.

Today...

I woke up pretty late in the afternoon and made some plans with a friend, which happens to be particularly complicated because we've been fighting I guess you could say? I don't know why I let things get so bad with people I love, but eh... I can work it out when I see her in a couple of days, I hope. Also today, my cousin asked me to hang out with her for a day in the hills, simple but excellent... she has a good taste in outings I guess?

Ahhhh, I'm trying to learn this song You Had Me At Hello - A Day To Remember, which is my friends favourite song by them, turns out that it's actually a pretty good song.

My dad... kinda being a douche, he's going on this trip to California for 3 weeks, 1 week of work and 2 weeks of holidays, am I worth taking? No. I havn't actually spent any one on one time with him for about 2 years which is kind of sad, he was always my favourite parent. So yeah, I've been getting a little down about that lately, but things dont always go the way we want in life, I'll just learn to live with it even if it takes some time.

I know how uninteresting I may seem, but I'm sure soon enough somethings going to happen... probably a bad thing, hopefully something good though. :)

I hope everyone out there is having good times and keeping happy, and for those who aren't... there's always going to be at least one person who loves you and who cares, don't let that person go, whoever it is.

Bedtime.

A song I've been really really liking lately is...
Remembering Sunday - All Time Low