In Color.

Hey all, it's me here :)

Well today was pretty cool, I was sore all over my arms. :( But whatever, thats not too much of a problem. I just relaxed and watched a few movies, nothing even worth a mention though. I played Halo 3 with a couple mates towards the end of the night which passed a little time, fair raped that. My friend has been totally ignoring me lately too, I havn't heard from her in around two weeks, but I guess thats all her issue.

I was thinking, which I do a whole lot of, I was thinking about black and white. Do you know how boring black and white is? I swear, it drives me insane, not being able to see colors and shades. So then I went on to think about how awful it might be to be blind. Well, that's actually kind of where I started thinking even more. If you were blind from birth, would you even hate that you can't see color? What would the words red, blue, green, yellow even mean to you? Confusion I guess?

Well that all made me feel pretty happy I guess, the only problem I have with my eyes is that I'm short sighted. Well, my point is that some things that just pass through your mind that you don't think about, like color, even black and white, are really amazing things.

Goodbye I guess, Love you all.

Not Now - Blink 182.

Well... Hey, I Don't Know A Good Title.

Hey, today was pretty cool guys. Ok, first off I watched a couple movies, The Last Song and The Imaginarium Of Doctor Parnassus. Both pretty cool, The Last Song was suprisingly good, a little sad at times though, enough to draw out a tear or two. More importantly, today I joined a gym with a friend, which I think is probably the best move I've personally made in a while.

There really hasn't been much going on in my life that is really major enough to need a mention. I've been happy just doing whatever there is to do, appointments, music, friends. It's all been pretty good but not nearly productive, which if I leave it too long is really going to become a problem.

So this gym thing, I've been thinking about how it will be really good for me, but not only for physical fitness reasons but also it will give me a bit of routine. Having that thing you do on certain days that just fills in that little bit of time so you don't find yourself doing nothing on those uneventful days.

Finding that balance between things you have to do as routine and keeping free time for friends, family, school, work and all of those things is starting to seem really important to me. Nobody wants to have too much time on their hands, that can get extremely boring but on the other hand. Nobody wants to have to keep blowing off their friends and family because they have too many places to be.

For everyone who doesn't have this type of thing, which most adults would I imagine. So just for the kids I guess, think about finding that thing you do, may it be sports, youth groups, or even work.

Bye for now everyone.

A Hole In The World - Thursday, it sounds really nice. :)

Christmas In July!

Alrighty. So here's a good one.

Today I went to a lunch with my friend, it was some 'christmas in July' event going on. So I thought it couldn't hurt to go, it's a free lunch, I'll meet some people, kill some time. Everyone there was amazing, nice, funny, great to be around. It just hit me really hard when I was thinking, I don't have that much fun with my friends, my friends don't feel as close to me as a bunch of people I hardly know.

Direction is one of the most important things in life, knowing where you are and where you're going. Where are you going, maybe more importantly, who are you going with? Do you love these people, are they the people you want to make memories with?

You have to know who you want to be with, having the right people in your life will make a massive difference, an unbelievable difference maybe. You have to know that you're friends are strong people, smart people, respectable people. A great friend is someone who knows what they value, if you have friends that don't then who's to say one day when they make their mind up that you'll be one of the things they value?

Right now, I don't know where my life is going, I'm 16 years old and have time. For now, I want to find the people that I'd like to bring with me wherever I go, people that can help me get there, encourage me to get there. Have you surrounded yourself with these people?

Take care, take time to think.

Black And White - The Maine, that's an album not a song... I can't stress enough how amazing it is.

Purrrr-fect.

Rawr, everyone knows what they think is the 'perfect' girl. Or guy??? Well anyway, I'm pretty sure I know exactly what I'd love, She is...

Smart, almost geekish, but not quite. She should be able to tell me she loves me with a simple look. I want someone I can talk to, and the other way around too. She has to be able to talk to me and she needs to be comfortable in knowing that anything she tells me stays with me, I'd never tell a secret that isn't mine. Funny, a great sense of humour is a really big thing, I think this is one thing that everyone appreciates, someone with a similar sense of humour, being able to make me laugh, smile and have fun is really important. She tells me if there's a problem, everyone knows that one girl who instead of being straight forward with you is just bitchy, to act as some sort of hint? That is one of the worst things I can think of, tell me what the problem is, that way we can work through it.

Brunette, I personally love long brown hair, slightly curly but not too much, wavy? Fringes are nice, they have to be parted though. Side parts, cool... middle parts, not so cool. Eyes are a really big deal, blue... I love really light blue eyes, they amaze me. Totally not to be racist or anything but I really only find white people attractive. Kind of short, not too short though... short is cute. She's sexy not slutty, which there is a pretty small difference between, but a difference that matters. Smiling with teeth is always pretty awesome, and it's the kind of thing that makes me happy to see. I love a smile that can just light up the room.

Loves music, similar taste to mine would be amazing. Also having some of her own favourites that I don't like too much, being the same would be like dating myself and that can only be so exciting. She can enjoy silence, just being with her is enough to make her happy, not to sound like I think I'm all that and more but I'd love just being with eachother, sitting with eachother, being enough to make us both happy for a while. Awesome hugs, you know? Holding eachother really really tight, not for like 2 seconds, but for minutes at a time.

She's everything I could ask for, probably everything I won't end up with... but I can hope a little right? She's the girl I love, and always will, wherever she is and whoever she is. I think she's amazing, perfect, beautiful inside and out. I'd do anything for her, I am in love with her.

That's all I guess, goodnight and I hope there are some people out there who have their special someone.

You Can Breathe - Jack's Mannequin.

Direction.

Hey, It's me!

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna thro------ wait, that's not my writing, unfortunately for you. Well anyway, I did nothing today, well, I made plans for sunday but that isn't exactly getting me anywhere for today. There was some intense xboxing, and I watched 10 Things I Hate About You but thats all.

So I've been feeling pretty great lately, probably due to the fact that I'm totally awesome and lost like 5kg on holidays, which I think is a fair effort for two weeks. My hair cut I'm also really happy with right now, considering keeping it this length permanantly. I really wish I had something to write about now, but there's been no drama at all, just happiness.

Music! So this is all I have to talk about. Lately I've been really into a few bands, which are...

Boys Like Girls
Mayday Parade
The Maine
The Starting Line
A Day To Remember

So yeah, they're all really awesome.That isn't in order of who I like the most or anything like that, they're all amazing and you guys out there should check them out and get into them if you aren't already.

Goodbye for now, take care world.

All I Want - Emery, check it out!!!

The Mall.

Hello everyone.

Today I was pretty fucked, I hadn't had any sleep at all and had to set off for a semi-busy day. Terrible already, but so much fun. Some parts of the day I was falling asleep, some I was wide awake. First off I went to some soccer pitches to kick a ball around with my brother and some of his friends... Fun? A little. Secondly I had an appointment to go to... Uneventful. Thirdly I went to some music stores looking for some CDs but of course nobody had what I was looking for.

So this morning was like really really good, I had a shower and for some reason felt really really awesome, like perfection. Not to be up myself or anything but, I was pretty much Jesus. Maybe it was just me being overtired, but something is telling me I was amazing this morning.

So I don't really feel like writing much today cause I'm dying to get to bed so byebye take care.

Inside Of You - The Maine, everyone should look it up, it's their single for the new album.

Totally Here.

Heya, so...

I'm totally not gonna skip writing these blogs for a while... damn holidays screwed up my blog writing, but they're over now... which is a little upsetting. OK! I'm very happy, holidays were just the thing I needed, the world is really a beautiful place and I didn't really get that by staying home all the time. But now I understand, and I don't have to go out to look at it again any time soon ;)

♫ Ho ho hopefully this holiday will make us believe that we're exactly where we're supposed to be. ♫

Life is great right now, but I probably change my opinion on life on an hourly basis... I think I want to do something along the lines of music for my future. I keep thinking about where my life is going and I can't be happy unless I see it going there. Well anyway rawr.

Strange voice: Who wants a girlfriend?
               Me: Oh, me... pick me!!
If only it was that easy? Well I'm sure for some people it is, but for me... not quite. That all seemed very pointless to say, but it sure means a whole lot to me :) Everyone needs somebody to love.

Byebye? For now anyway... Until tomorrow.

Taking Apart A Gigantic Machine - The Main Drag, is amazing.