Hold Me Down.

You Me At Six is a pretty amazing band. The first album was totally fun to listen to, some pretty feel good music there. The second album "Hold Me Down" has got to be one of my top albums though, it's got some nice serious songs that are just, easy to listen to? Just throwing that all out there.

I've always enjoyed a slow song

I always wanted to write something or say something that meant something to a whole group of people. Artists have pictures that people know, Songwriters have lyrics that people know, Authors have stories that people can relate with and lose themselves in. What's the point in living my whole life if I'm not going to be great. Greatness just seems like the absolute least that I want to achieve, but I don't know how to go about things like that... If some reasonable group in the world cared about one thing I'd done in life, I would be so happy.

Well, I guess that's really all I have right now. :)

Fireworks - You Me At Six

It's like yesterday all over.

I havn't really written anything for a long time, I guess when you do nothing all day every day for such a long time there's not really much you can say. But there's still a whole lot that you can think, and I think a lot. So here's a thought or two, and a little bit of what's going on.

I guess I'm just a little depressed, It's hard to leave the house for anything, It's hard to even want to do something fun. Even going out to a movie with friends would be too much, not that I really have many friends anymore. I stopped socialising, stopped going to school, and stopped living my life. I guess all my friends sort of grew up while I stayed the same, and now everyone just so much different.

I'm only 16, but I have no idea where I want my life to go, I have no direction and in general, no clue at all about life. I think about what my parents lives would have been like when they were my age, was it easier... was it harder? I just want to know if I can get from where I am now, to a normal life later on. This thought kind of kills me a little. The harder it seems for that all to happen, for life to work out for me, the more I think about doing things like ending my life, or well, I'm not sure.

I'm struggling, taking things day by day.. Hoping for the best and holding on to the nearly nothingness that I have is all I can bring myself to do right now.

The Only Song - Sherwood

pfffft

*feels like shit and dies*

Always Attract - You Me At Six

Rawr!!!!

Yay, I'm bored again, :( I'm not actually that excited.. A little sexually excited, but generally excited? No.

Actual soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo depressed! Have to find a place to move out to... I have like a maximum of $103 a week at the moment, sure there are some places that only ask for $100 a week, but $3 for a week of food? I don't think so! I've been out applying for jobs, trying to find some ways for a little bit of quick cash, it's not really happening fast. I only have around $700 saved up, and $500 of that I havn't got because a certain bitch mother of mine won't pay it back to me. Stressful!

Learning to live life is hard, I wish it wasn't this hard. *Random douchebag* "That's what she said!"... Jerk.

Take Off Your Colours - You Me At Six.

I Forgot :(

Dear diary... I mean, Hey!

Remember that time I totally forgot I had a blog? 'Cause I do!!! I've been hitting the gym, going to the cinema, and listening to amazing music... Ah, life. Laughing, crying, sighing, smiling... all of that, it's all happening for me!

Totally love me!

Between You And I - Every Avenue

badadadabadadada

Lewis is bottling everything up inside :)

Flight Of Icarus - Iron Maiden

So Tired!

*Falls Asleep*

Right Girl - The Maine